Sunday, March 29, 2009 12:57 AM
~To the 1 i love~
To: HENRYZ..
(my lgz)
sry for i had hurt u another time...
but i had my reasons,
i've been thinking,
i shouldn't hav ask for another chance,
i dun deserved to be love by u...
i know u love my alot,
n i love u too..
i do, i really do...
it's juz tat,
i've been having feelings b4 we brake..
bad feelings.. tat feelings really hurts me..
one day my kai jie came n ask me..
'hu is ur bf??'
i said
'henry hoh'
then she ask,
'how old is he??'
i answered
'19'
she continue,
'wat is he doing?? studying or working??'
i said
'i dunno'
she looks at me n feel weird then ask
'how long hav u two been coupling??'
i answered back
'half years'
then she asked me back
'u've been coupling for so long n u dunno wat's he doing??'
i juz smile..
(but in my heart i feel bad...she's rite,how can i b ur gf n dunno anything bout u?)
the conversation between me n my kai jie continues n i dun really wanna mention it..
it gets worst at the end..
when i went back home,
i lay on my bed n think..
how well do i know u?? n the answer is,
i dunno anything bout u..
i wanna tell u bout tis but i can't..
it's hard for me to tell it out..
then i decided to let u go,
bcoz if tis continues..i really can't take it anymore..
but now i still love u.. i really do..
i saw ur comment wit chin wee..
u've decide to end tis n i respect ur decision,
all i want is u to be happy..
i've enjoyed n i wanna thank u for letting me know wat is love~
hope u'll b happy forever..
the last time i'm going to say tis..
HENRY HOH YEAN DI, ~I LOVE U~